The NEW to-do List

1. I am going to prove you wrong
2. I am going to work harder

don't think I won't, because i WILL. just wait.



With that I am going to get over this illness. I am going to complete my work. I am going to catch up in school. I am going to survive this semester, even though every aspect of my life is crunching down on me like an apocalyptic decimation. I am going to sleep. I am going to sleep, sleep a lot. I am going to get over this illness. because that's what this defeatism has been, a chronic disintegration of my hope.