How To Ruin Your Life In 24 hours or less

Answer: Do what I did last week


Lara and I had this brilliant idea that we should text every guy on our phones and say 'hey [name], we should be lovers.' just to see what kind of responses we'd get. Never thinking, however, how out of control it would become.

Basically one of my friends ended up sending me a creeper myspace-esque shirtless photo of himself, and another of my best guy friends hasn't talked to me since, although we got rather serious about it and then he said 'you and I both know there is no way in hell that could ever work.'
It wouldn't have mattered to me except the fact that I have really liked this guy for about.. hmmm.. four years now. And I think he knew I would have been serious if he'd wanted.

oh well. Whatever. Life goes on. And now I am sitting alone in my dorm because Lara is on a family vacation all the way in Florida. And I am jealous. And sitting here. Alone. In my dorm. Procrastinating my homework. its a good life.

I actually might end up getting some sleep tonight though, for once.

Except I want to study my German really badly. Its funny to me to think that I used to really dislike Germans. But honestly I think it was just because I lived right across the border from Germany and the people there don't like Germans.

Oh and I have to read Utopia. I'm over halfway through and I started today, so it shouldn't be that bad.


Anyways, back to ruining my life. So we wallowed for a few days, slept a lot, missed a bunch of classes, etc etc. everything wallowing college-aged girls do. and then ate some chocolate and everything (not really, but it felt like it for a bit) was better.

Lets see. So I have this picture of Jesus on my door. I love Jesus. But this picture, despite the fact that I love Jesus, kind of... I don't know how to describe it. Basically it says on it 'you are never alone' and that sorta freaks me out sometimes. Not because I am doing anything wrong, but I don't like making mistakes, especially when someone can see. But Jesus knows and loves me, so it really doesn't matter so much. He my brother.

I wrote about Jesus Christ in my German journal. I said I had no brothers, but then realized- Jesus is my brother! So I used my extensive adjective vocab and described how he was nice, and religious. I love Him.

Its also super tuesday. I am not really too happy about how this election seems to be going at the moment. I like Obama and I like Romney. I dislike Hillary and I dislike McCain. and if I have to choose between those two in my first election I can vote in ever... I don't know what I'll do. probably vomit on myself.

well I'm off to German journaling.