4.11.09

Is it morbid...

....that I still have my best friend from high school's number in my phone, along with two other deceased people's numbers? Is it indicative of an inability to let go? I visited Allison's facebook page tonight, just because. I don't know why. She has only 62 friends left on there... so as people go on with their lives they delete her I guess. It's just the internet, I am well aware, but still.. interesting.

I went to the temple today. The girl sitting next to me told me something that really touched me. It was just one of those things I needed to hear right now.

The night my little sister got in her car accident, two other people my mom knows got in car accidents. One was pulled from her vehicle by 3 young men who just happened to stop by, who called the last person from her phone and told them she had been in a car accident, and then left so no one knows who they are. She was really lucky though because her car burst into flames just shortly after she was pulled from it.

I may not be the best writer, the best listener, the best friend. But I am always trying. I think most of us are always trying. There is always a little more room for forgiveness, a little more room for patience, a little more room for charity and love. And with this in my thoughts I am going to sleep.

1 comment:

Jenn said...

I don't think it's morbid at all. I think it's a nice way of remembering somone important in your life and I'm sure they know you're still thinking of them.