A day to think

Its been two years since Allison Brady (my best friend in HS) passed away unexpectedly in a 4-wheeling accident. The day came faster this year. I didn't realize that it was the 16th until this morning, and almost burst into tears. This was probably due to the fact that I haven't gotten enough sleep for the past couple of days, and I am trying to figure out some other things in my life right now that are confusing, and on top of that there is school.

I really miss her. But its nice to just look back and remember the good stuff. I have good friends now, but in all honesty, I haven't found anyone that relates to me as well as she did. She always knew what to say, and we had so much fun but also helped each other be better. I remember one night just sitting out in her car talking about life and the eternities and stuff for hours... to have a friend you can talk with like that is rare. really rare... and its something beautiful too. It's going to be a tough day, and let's be honest, a tough week as well. But I'll be okay. Things are always okay in the end because Heavenly Father knows what he's doing. and I know that.