another whirlwind of a week

Wow. I love/hate my life. Fri-Sun last week were excellent despite some inevitable drama. Monday was fantastic, work went by quickly and I spent the evening catching up with Andrea. Tuesday took Cody to the airport, worked, worked out, and listened to Nam on the radio. Wednesday was good too, but that is expected because Wednesdays are my new temple days. I also went swimming in the evening, which was fun but a little on the cold side.

Then Thursday came. I wish I could just skip over and erase Thursday from my life, but I can't and now I'm going to have to deal with it somehow. I took a walk last night and ended up wandering around Provo for a good 2 hours or so. I don't know whether I am more angry or hurt, but I know that it can be taken away from me. I just need to let it go, but that is what is really the hardest thing for me to do right now. And on top of that I am frustrated with multiple people in my life. And I miss my sister-- she was always there for me when I needed her and would love me and make time for me and listen to me no matter what. So Rachel, if you read this... I miss you a lot and wish you were here... or I was in Ghana with you guys... that would be even better!! :)